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QUOTE: "Good, this is good. Here we are in the worst place in the world and we're not even being paid."
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Apr 18 2017, 11:51 PM
So if you've seen me in the cbox you've probably seen me complaining about my grandmother at some point. I love her to pieces but the fact of the matter is we just don't get along. She's extroverted, i'm introverted. She thinks I can't take care of myself she's probably right . She like to criticize, I like to cry. I was feeling kind of down in the dumps before she got here, and now she's making my nerves extra frayed. So I don't really see a lot of posting happening on my end. ( I might finish some of the ones I had close to done, but we'll see tbh. ) I'm just really tired rn friends, please be patient with me ;o; She leaves on the 25-26th but I highly doubt this is the kind of mood that's going to just perk right back up the second she's gone. Considering how I was feeling the couple of weeks before she even came up here. ON TOP OF ALL THAT I also have my final project due for my class which I haven't even started??? so -sighs-

This effects all my kids, <3
-curls up in a corner under a blankie-
Jan 29 2017, 07:47 PM
Hey luvs. As most of you know last year was shitty af for me. I went through a hell of a lot in a very short span of time and honestly I didn't come out of it the same. I took to EDS as my literal everything. This place, and my friends here, are probably the only reason I am still sitting here right now. The only reason I'm still alive. Well, these past few weeks I've felt...disconnected. Being in the cbox makes me anxious, looking at the board makes me feel like I'm a disappointment. I have the muse and every time I feel like I'm starting to post with some normalcy it feels like something else explodes in my face. I'm tired, and I'm sad, and I've spent more time curled up in a dark corner of my room because of EDS then I spend on here.

As a result I've taken this moment to save all of my kids and now I'm going to give myself some break time and distance. I'm still going to be around on AIM and you can PM anything you want, but chances are I'm not going to be in the cbox very much or posting unless I really feel compelled to. I just...I don't want to drag people down with this funk I'm in. I can see how much I've changed over the last year and I don't like it, but I know that it's not my fault and that it's okay. But it doesn't change that I feel like I'm not being as good a friend or person as I was. This time away is my attempt to get acquainted with the new version of me that came out of all that fire slightly charred.

Also I'd like to take a second to apologize if I've seemed extra distant or disinterested, I promise that's not it. Or if my post aren't as good as they used to be or come as quickly. Just know I love you all and I'll be back soon, promise <3

This effects all my characters; pls don't make me list them.
Dec 20 2016, 08:43 AM
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casual bird correspondence vida | social networking
magic always did exist brenna | yuletide
rest your weary head liv | past and future
hot pursuit of pizza vida | past and future
not without a fight vera | hp au
i will use you as a warning sign emmett | au
the midnight hour is close at hand ashton | au
a grand ball eilian | au
you are mine ulysses | au
i won't be left defenseless emmett | mysterious forest
caught left-handed wren | mysterious forest
i left my soul back there cameron | mysterious forest
smol kitty meets tol kitty oliver | derelict city
have i bothered you before? aleister | crumbling kingdom
invenit remedium {ToT} zelda | hidden lake
tiniest of ripples moriko | hidden lake
peaceful breeze moriko | hidden lake
in the trenches hektor | deserted island
this world of ours is not as it seems murdoc | bottomless sea
winter is coming mavra | bottomless sea
bringer of stuff lola | rebel encampment
a new alliance moriko | rebel encampment
don't freak out wren | rebel encampment
tell the world i'm coming home brenna | rebel encampment
i have no brain for this nadira | rebel encampment
in the dragon's den lola | elsewhere
dreamers & believers jack | elsewhere

own the day molly | haven hill
clouds with that sweet silver lining cadi | haven hill
hit the lights layla | haven hill
i will be your keeper maire | haven hill
bad moon rising winnie | haven hill
the giggle at a funeral ailura | financial district
some say sane, right as rain gliss | financial district
diving for treasure janine | financial district
who is in control adrain | financial district
tick tick mavra | financial district
coffee break ingrid | financial district
bleeding hearts alice | financial district
dog walker, sweet talker may | financial district
finding you again aodh | parks and rec
i feel the draw kani | sanfran state
where undercurrents rage cain | cultural
tick-tick-tock constance | cultural
tiny little chats molly | restaurants and cafes
when light goes out fee | restaurants and cafes
grand opening charlie | restaurants and cafes
if i had a soul nick | bars and clubs
a siren's song alana | bars and clubs
ladies drink free jem | bars and clubs
dance on a tightrope of weird yuu | bars and clubs
i am earth shattering sumner | bars and clubs
teach me cadi | leisure activities
cold as ice vida | leisure activites
we've got the world at our feet maire | leisure activies
april showers bring may flowers iorek | leisure
cluster of crocus graham | leisure
wake up from your reverie mari | leisure
work hard, study harder arthur | library
rising back across the horizon nyah | police station
no church in the wild leon | police station
reverent kenna | residential
don't fear the reaper
danger is my middle name lars | residential
that real 3D experience lucy | residential
going dark jamie | residential
dream a little dream mora | residential
crypt sweet crypt winnie | residential
spat back teeth and bone henri | residential
a red christmas eilian | residential
knock knickity knock terrance | elsewhere
the dragon and the alien kekoa | elsewhere
haunted hotel dante | elsewhere
found you salem | elsewhere

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Nov 21 2016, 06:28 PM
I didn't really want to post this cause it's not like I'm not going to be here. I am. I'm just in a mood right now that I felt like it'd be a good idea and so here I am before I lose my nerve and erase it all again. Anyway first and foremost I have two papers due in like a week and three finals. Somewhere in between all that I've got to take a language placement test so I can meet my language requirement to graduate. Not so worried about that part but it is a thing I have to squeeze in somewhere. Then family is coming this week and just ugh. My driving anxiety has kind of skyrocketed with the change in times too because it turns out my night vision is complete shit so every night I drive home the combination of dusk/headlights makes me blind af. I've still got to find a job, but I'm also kind of glad I haven't yet? If only so I can get this first semester of school on my own out of the way. My focus right now though is to get through these last few weeks of class, and then hit up my school for some of their free counseling. With everything that's happened in my life, plus a new school, a new home, losing so much it's really starting to sink in just HOW much I've lost. And it's just...I don't know, if you haven't noticed already then expect me to be kind of off/not around as much. It's nothing against you, it's just I've been needing more time to decompress. Aaanyway this is getting long so I'm going to cut it here. <3

This effects all my kids, and I love you all. Hopefully I'll be back to myself soon.
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