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Born: 20 September 1991
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CANON: alan grant
QUOTE: "Good, this is good. Here we are in the worst place in the world and we're not even being paid."
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Local Time: Apr 27 2017, 11:23 PM
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Apr 18 2017, 11:51 PM
So if you've seen me in the cbox you've probably seen me complaining about my grandmother at some point. I love her to pieces but the fact of the matter is we just don't get along. She's extroverted, i'm introverted. She thinks I can't take care of myself
she's probably right . She like to criticize, I like to cry. I was feeling kind of down in the dumps before she got here, and now she's making my nerves extra frayed. So I don't really see a lot of posting happening on my end. ( I might finish some of the ones I had close to done, but we'll see tbh. ) I'm just really tired rn friends, please be patient with me ;o; She leaves on the 25-26th but I highly doubt this is the kind of mood that's going to just perk right back up the second she's gone. Considering how I was feeling the couple of weeks before she even came up here. ON TOP OF ALL THAT I also have my final project due for my class which I haven't even started??? so -sighs-
This effects all my kids, <3
-curls up in a corner under a blankie-
Jan 29 2017, 07:47 PM
Hey luvs. As most of you know last year was shitty af for me. I went through a hell of a lot in a very short span of time and honestly I didn't come out of it the same. I took to EDS as my literal everything. This place, and my friends here, are probably the only reason I am still sitting here right now. The only reason I'm still alive. Well, these past few weeks I've felt...disconnected. Being in the cbox makes me anxious, looking at the board makes me feel like I'm a disappointment. I have the muse and every time I feel like I'm starting to post with some normalcy it feels like something else explodes in my face. I'm tired, and I'm sad, and I've spent more time curled up in a dark corner of my room because of EDS then I spend on here.
As a result I've taken this moment to save all of my kids and now I'm going to give myself some break time and distance. I'm still going to be around on AIM and you can PM anything you want, but chances are I'm not going to be in the cbox very much or posting unless I really feel compelled to. I just...I don't want to drag people down with this funk I'm in. I can see how much I've changed over the last year and I don't like it, but I know that it's not my fault and that it's okay. But it doesn't change that I feel like I'm not being as good a friend or person as I was. This time away is my attempt to get acquainted with the new version of me that came out of all that fire slightly charred.
Also I'd like to take a second to apologize if I've seemed extra distant or disinterested, I promise that's not it. Or if my post aren't as good as they used to be or come as quickly. Just know I love you all and I'll be back soon, promise <3
This effects all my characters; pls don't make me list them.
Nov 21 2016, 06:28 PM
I didn't really want to post this cause it's not like I'm not going to be here. I am. I'm just in a mood right now that I felt like it'd be a good idea and so here I am before I lose my nerve and erase it all again. Anyway first and foremost I have two papers due in like a week and three finals. Somewhere in between all that I've got to take a language placement test so I can meet my language requirement to graduate. Not so worried about that part but it is a thing I have to squeeze in somewhere. Then family is coming this week and just ugh. My driving anxiety has kind of skyrocketed with the change in times too because it turns out my night vision is complete shit so every night I drive home the combination of dusk/headlights makes me blind af. I've still got to find a job, but I'm also kind of glad I haven't yet? If only so I can get this first semester of school on my own out of the way. My focus right now though is to get through these last few weeks of class, and then hit up my school for some of their free counseling. With everything that's happened in my life, plus a new school, a new home, losing so much it's really starting to sink in just HOW much I've lost. And it's just...I don't know, if you haven't noticed already then expect me to be kind of off/not around as much. It's nothing against you, it's just I've been needing more time to decompress. Aaanyway this is getting long so I'm going to cut it here. <3
This effects all my kids, and I love you all. Hopefully I'll be back to myself soon.