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CANON: ralph
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QUOTE: I don’t need a medal to tell me that I'm a good guy
AGE: 30
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I AM YOURS LIKE A HERO
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TAKE THIS ENEMY TOGETHER 
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Aug 16 2017, 10:38 PM
Okay friends,

As I'm sure some of you noticed--or maybe not because the last few months have been absolute shit for quite a lot of us--I haven't been around much. And when I have been I have been short or extremely tired and for that I'm sorry. I want to be here, I do, and I want to chat and love on you all but Life has thrown me quite a few curveballs in these last few months and while I have been trying to truck along--albeit in a shitty way--I think I have finally reached my breaking point. It feels like not one thing in my life is going right and to be honest, I'm not sure how to fix it.

Sitewise, I feel like I ought to drop a few kids which breaks my heart because I genuinely love all my weirdos. But a thing that used to be relaxing is now filled with stress and it had nothing at all to do with you lot. You guys are great and deserve better then having to wait weeks if not months for posts. So, take heart, change is on the horizon and though it will be painful at first, it will hopefully work out better in the long run.

However, muse struggles are not my only issue. I have so much stress at work rn. This is supposed to be our slow time and honestly, it hasn't been. In fact I feel like the busy season never ended. And a lot of that is due to my supervisor who...to be frank is doing a shit job at doing her job. She's taken a crew of 3-4 people (excluding herself) and slimmed it to two but still expects the same work output. And that is impossible friends. It's led to Jane being tired, stressed, streched too thin, and it's taking a toll on my body and my spirit. In this week alone I have contemplated the pros and cons of both murder and quitting my job. And neither are viable options for me. A plus side is, my supervisor is planning on retiring at the first of the year so if I can just make it that far without killing her I could be in line to get a pretty heafty promotion. Maybe. The problem is lasting that long. But I'm doing my best, I swear.

Then to add to more shit, Idk if everyone knows but both my roommate and my dad went into the hospital this weekend. Gina from a bad fall that hecked up her knee and my dad for a gnarly infection in his left knee and right foot. They'll both be okay, it's just a long road to recovery and not really something I needed added to my plate. Especially because...

I'm leaving next week. I'm going to basically a retreat for singles where the goal is supposes to not be "finding" someone but learning how to be content where you're at? At least that is how my mom sold it to me without really giving me any say in whether I wanted to go or not. But at this point, I'm grateful to just be getting out of my office and away from my problems for a while. I'm not leaving until Tuesday (Aug.22nd) but I have a zillion and one things still to do before I scoot. I'll have my phone, from what I can tell it isn't a disconnection kind of retreat, but idk about signal or how often I'll be able to check for messages or whatever. But basically I'll be gone from the 22nd thru the 28th. I'll be back late that Monday night but I took Tuesday off to recharge before going back to work. Also, I'll be gone the weekend of the 8th and I won't be taking my phone...at least I don't think I can. I'm supposed to be going camping or something with a friend or two and we have a no phones 'rule' except for emergencies, ofc.

Idk about what posts (if any) I'll be getting out but I'll contact someone closer to next ac with an update of how I'm doing. But for now I'm not going to try to force things out. If I get one done, great, but for at least this next little bit I just need a breather. I appreciate you all understanding and I swear to god I'm not leaving <3 I'm just hoping that a mini step back will allow me to clear a little off my plate so that I can keep what little remains of my sanity.

This effects: Ralph Alcott, Wren Marrok, Lilly Paige, Margery Hare, Thea McGovern, Nyah Adebowle, and Hisoka Okura.
Jun 24 2017, 09:02 PM
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ralph wasn't a brave person. he just wasn't. oh sure. he had brief moments of what could be considered bravery, jumping into an exploding volcano of bubbling diet cola for example, but he considered that to be a brief moment of insanity or stupidity that happened to work out in his favor. did that make him a hero? he doubted it. one good, albeit stupid, act didn't erase years of programmed villainy. no matter how much he wanted it to. he was exactly what those guys at bad anon said he was. a bad guy but not necessarily a bad guy. a little selfish, he preferred to think of it as opportunistic, maybe a little crass, he preferred to think of it as brutally honest, and sarcastic. so what. everyone had faults, even heroes, and at least he freely admitted his. good qualities, if he had any, those were harder to admit but that was neither here nor there. <p>

one such good quality was ralph's ability to hone in on one goal. it didn't happen often, he honestly didn't have many goals before the whole 'i'm going to win a medal' ordeal but since then, and especially on the other side of the portal, he'd made goals. and when he was solely focused, also a hard task considering how much his mind liked to wander, he could set most things aside. things like fear. and cowardice. it wasn't perfect, mind you, his bout with the cybugs had proven that, but it was much better than just charging in willy-nilly. but it was unreliable. he didn't know how he did it. there wasn't any hocus pocus words that he could shout out to make it appear--nothing. and for someone who wasn't brave, that was a problem. <p>

so here he stood, outside a castle that looked like it came from one of those creepy late-night scary movies, trying desperately to muster up the courage to go inside. he didn't want to. but he hadn't checked this place for his friends. vanellope could be inside. though he didn't know why she would be. this place was creep central, definitely not a place for a sugar fairy princess…even one as tough as vanellope. unless she was being held captive. and that thought wasn't encouraging in the slightest but it didn't exactly give him much of a choice either. go in and risk getting captured himself on the slight chance of rescuing the princess or don't go in and be plagued by what-ifs until he went crazy. <b>"damnit."</b>he murmured to himself. there was nothing for it. he'd have to go in. scared or not.<p>

he could do this. he was invincible… <i>"if you leave your game, stay safe, stay alert, and whatever you do, don't die! because if you die outside your own game, you don't regenerate. ever! game over." </i>the old psa from game central filtered through his head unbidden reminding him just how fragile he really was. okay. fine. so he wasn't invincible but he was a nine foot giant. surely that had to count for something, right? he nodded to himself affirming the idea in his mind. he was scarier than anything he would find in there. at least…he looked scarier. enough pussy footing around. he was going in. he pushed open the door, pointedly ignoring the protesting groan that it gave, and tried to focus in the murky half light. nothing scary so far. maybe this spooky castle just looked scary…like him. that thought comforted him enough to get him to abandon the relative safety of the doorway and head further inside. he spotted what looked like to be an old fashioned candelabra on the table. he decided that a bit of light would make this whole place less spooky. as he reached for it however, the door swung shut of its own accord, causing him to jump and let out a very unmanly yelp. in his surprise he knocked over the candelabra and lost it in the darkness of the room. regardless, he tried to play off his fear and let out a very uncomfortable laugh, <b>"ha, ha. very funny." </b>he wasn't sure what would be more terrifying. having someone answer him…or not.

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RALPH

1. The Dog Days are Over, Rover (12.28)
2. Just in the [Nick] of Time (1.2)
3. Looking for Treasure (1.3)
4. I’ll Run Away With You (2.10)
5. When the Sun’s Out (4.4)
6. A,B, SELECT, START
7. Who ya Gonna Call?
8. Drip, Drip, Little Silver Shower
9. Blast From the Past
10. Gonna be Okay
11. Sugar Rush

WREN

1. Shot Through the Heart (8.7)
2. A Golden Afternoon (12.13)
3. Get Me Out Alive (2.1)
4. I’ll Come Back to Haunt You (2.12)
5. Caught Red Handed (2.21)
6. If These Wings Could Fly (2.22)
7. Don’t Freak Out (3.4)
8. Hope is a Thing with Feathers (3.8)
9. Here is the Place That I Love You (3.25)
10. Into the Woods
11. Sleepless Nights
12. My Sister My Friend
13. Roads Not Taken
14. Patron Saint of Lost Causes
15. Ashes to Ashes
16. Crimson and Blood (??)
17. All Survivors Somehow (??)

LILLY

1. High Hopes (11.3)
2. I Believe Every Lie I’ve Ever Told (2.3)
3. Come Dance With Me (3.14)
4. Out of the Box (3.16)
5. Everywhere I Wander (4.17)
6. Any News is Good News (5.2)
7. Dance the Night Away
8. Strangeness & Charm
9. Stuck on You
10. What’s the Scoop?
11. White Christmas (??)

MARGERY

1. Every Hat Needs a Head (11.3)
2. Who Ya Gonna Call? (1.4)
3. Where Do Your Flours Grow? (1.26)
4. Catching Cold (2.11)
5. Watch Ya Doin’?
6. Can this Be Real?
7. I Need Somebody
8. Watch Me
9. Fill the World with Color (??)

THEA

1. Seasons Greetings (10.16)
2. Brighten the Corner (1.21)
3. Flip the Switch (3.1)
4. Help Me I’m Falling
5. And the World Spins Madly On
6. The Cold [Never] Bothers Me
7. Give It the Old College Try
8. Burn, Baby, Burn
9. Summer Break

NYAH

1. Don’t You Forget About Me (4.3)
2. Never Taught Right and Wrong (4.9)
3. Home Summons the Soul
4. Wandering Child
5. Rising Back Across the Horizon
6. It’s Quiet Uptown

HISOKA

1. Take it Slow (2.8)
2. Ripped at the Seams (3.30)
3. Just Wanna Feel Your Kiss

* I'll make this pretty at some point
Feb 6 2017, 08:00 AM
Yep, you guessed it, it's that time of year again. So if you have been around a long time or happened to be near to the cbox when I'm bitching whining about my job, you know that every "spring" starts our busy season. If you haven't, I'll explain quickly. I work at one of the largest nurseries in the USA. We ship pretty much everywhere from Colorado (a few places to the west of that but not many) to New York and even into Canada. I'm in the data processing side of it so while I physically don't touch the plants, I'm one of the girls that make sure the customers get what they want (if we have it) when they need it. And while it's not the best paying job, I really do enjoy it (most of the time). We're busy for roughly 6 months out of the year and then we get paid to do nothing the other 6. "Busy" means 10-12 hour days M-F and 4-5 hrs on Saturdays. It can get crazy and that's not all.

If you don't know already, the lead for my shift had to go in for surgery on her hands the 2nd week of Jan. it was unavoidable and after threatening a lawsuit multiple times, they finally got their shit together and let her do what she needed to do to continue doing her job. She's not even scheduled for a follow up appointment until the 22nd of Feb...and that's not a promised "come back" date. What that means is, I'm the lead for our department. Not the boss, thank god, but the second. Which I kind of hate. Mainly becauae a. I don't know how to do everything that everyone expects and b. More work on my already full plate. Two major accounts that are hell to deal with and over 1.5 million dollar customers, new middle man between me and my original major acct trained by the idiot who cause me so much grief last season, and rehiring the girl who never only worked 1-2 days a week out of 6 days and barely worked when she was here...why because for some reason my boss loves her.

Basically guys, I'm stressed to the max and added to that I'm still pretty sick. This isn't an absence, I'll still be here and doing my best to keep up with my usual activity level. But this is a CYA just in case. If I seem short or not all present, it's not you. It's me, okay? Just be patient with me and I'll try to keep my work problems at work. [Crosses fingers] I'm doing my best to be positive about this season and now worry too much about things I can't handle...and who knows, it could be way less worrisome than I think it will be. Or it could be worse. Just know I'm trying, I love you all so very much, and that this is only temporary.

See you all on the other side,

Jane and her brood (Ralph, Wren, Lilly, Margie, Thea, Nyah, and Hisoka)
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